I Just Want To Live Life The Way I Want

Hello everyone thank you so much for reading this. The topic that I would like to talk about is I JUST WANT TO LIVE LIFE THE WAY I WANT. To many of us that means I wanna do what I want and when I want right. Some of us means I want to continue to do good and keep going. For some of us I'm gonna do evil and o well its my life. Some of us Ill do good and evil its my life. Some of us I have my money I have no serious problems. While many of us are barely paying the bills living pay check to pay check.

Guess what everyone we aren't suppose to live for our self. Have you ever did something that you knew it wasn't right but you did anyway. Sometimes you would get this feeling in your body like i shouldn't have done that. Some of us may do these evil things and just try to ignore it all. Watch out everyone GOD has given you a body that is special. He has given you a body that is so special. Give your life to Christ with your brokenness.

Here are a list of things that you are thinking right now.

Right now isn't a good time for me to accept Christ I'm honestly not living right Ill wait until I am

I know I sin a lot I cant accept Christ for how much I sin

I don't believe in this Christ stuff

Ok I do believe but I don't believe but I heard about it

Jesus is all this stuff Ill believe it when I see it

I'm in such a dark place I don't know what to do

If I accept Christ what really happens

This is no such thing as GOD or Jesus its all made up

Well everyone those are a few things that the Holy Spirit wanted me to say

Well everyone now I can explain the power of Christ.

When i was younger i lived a true life of sin. I loved women with big breast and butt. I was in the big city by myself with a job. I went from woman to woman and mixed it with alcohol. I use to party honestly 5 days a week at least. I use to work 6 days a week and pay all my bills. We all know what mixing all that does do. I'm here to tell you I LOST EVERY GRANDMOTHER I had. My grandmothers raised me and told me about GOD/Jesus. I didn't listen to them fully I went to church off and on and it went in one ear and out the other. My mother is the one that told me to go to this church on this hill. This pastor that I love helped me know Christ. My pastor was addicted to drug and more. Yes he is so blunt and real but i love him. I look at him and i see a changed man and i see more. I accepted Christ after my grandmas died and I said IM GONNNA TRY THIS. So I started to read the bible to know about Jesus. So i decided to give up RAP music and only listen to instrumentals and Christian music.

These Christian songs made me cry so much. I was so convicted cause I was so bad and dirty. I cried so much because the song were talking about me. So i continue to take this music beat down you can say. Guess what everyone, I opened my heart and Jesus was letting me know things. So slowly I began to learn more about Jesus and the gifts that were given to me. I'm here to tell you I'm one of kind. I begin to pray more and more and read more and more. One day i went to sleep my spirit went out. My grandma Granny Boatwright she died at the age of 83 he said cancer for over 20 years. My grandma was my best friend. Before she died she fell down broke her hip and laid in her blood for eight hours. The neighbors found her and took her to the hospital. A week or two after this I talk to her as I cry. She said GRANDSON I love you but IM GOING HOME. IM GOING HOME and I SAID mmmmm ok GRANNY. Then she tells me how much pain she in. MY GRANDMA is dying and I KNOW IT im saying this in my head. She then tells me she going to stop taking 10 pills a days that they say keep her alive. She don't like all these man made drugs. I SAID OK GRANNNY! So i end the conversation I love you Granny and she says I love you also. Three days later my grandmother dies.

A year ago I had a dream my spirit went out and I seen her. She told me he gave her a new heart. I seen her body it wasn't fresh and blood I don't think. She showed me her heart area and it had no scars. She told she will be waiting on me when the time comes. I cried and hugged her I couldn't believe what I seen.

I was gifted these very special dreams/ visions

John Chapter 3 Verse 16

"For GOD loved the world so much that he gave his only Son so that anyone who believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."

ALL THE THINGS IN OUR WORLD RIGHT NOW IS IN THE BIBLE. WHO GOES TO HEAVEN? Who will not allowed in HEAVEN?

1st Corinthians Chapter 6 Verse 9

"DONT YOU KNOW THAT THOSE DOING SUCH THINGS HAVE NO SHARE IN THE KINGDOM OF GOD? THOSE WHO LIVE IMMORAL LIVES, WHO ARE IDOL WORSHIPERS, ADULTERERS OR HOMOSEXUALS WILL HAVE NO SHARE IN HIS KINGDOM. NEITHER WILL THIEVES OR GREEDY PEOPLE, DRUNKARDS, SLANDERERS, OR ROBBERS."

Are you any of those on that list honestly?

It really makes you think about how you live your life but how do we get to Heaven

JESUS IS THE ONLY WAY!!!!

John Chapter 14 Verse 6

"Jesus said to him, "I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."

Well everyone I must stop and leave you thinking :)

Before I go I would like to end prayer please help me since your reading this.

If you are in a safe place to lift your hands please life your hands so my prayer reach the hearts of many.

O Lord,

I cry out to you today If it wasn't for you I would be living the life for the devil not for you. Jesus you are the way the truth and life. Lord you our King you are King of Kings and Lord of Lords. Jesus you are the one that had no sin that carried all sin. Jesus I cant live my life for myself but only for you. Thank you for your love and mercy.

FOR THOSE OUT THERE THAT SEE THESE WORDS. CONFESS WITH YOUR WORDS YOU ARE A SINNER and YOU WANT TO REPENT. YOU WANT TO LEAVE THAT OLD LIFE AND YOU WANT A NEW START. SAY THESE WORDS

LORD I AM A SINNER, I KNOW THAT THE LIFE THAT IM LIVING ISN'T RIGHT. FORGIVE ME FOR BEING THE FOOL AND LIVING LIFE AS THIS WORLD WANTED ME TO. I DON'T KNOW YOU JESUS BUT I WANT TO KNOW YOU. I COME TO YOU TODAY I GIVE YOU MY HEART. FORGIVE ME AND WORK ON ME JESUS I WANT TO LIVE FOR YOU. IM GOING TO LIVE FOR YOU I BELIEVE THAT YOU DIED FOR OUR SINS AND YOU ARE COMING BACK LIKE YOU SAID. IN YOUR HOLY NAME JESUS AMEN!!

Well everyone thank you for all those hands up in the air. The power of prayer is special and the power of JEUS IS THE BEST. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR PRAYER TO HELP SAVE OTHERS IT MEANS SO MUCH.

Well next Sunday Ill post something new until then thing. NEVER LOSE HOPE YOUR KING IS COMING!!